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The Ocean Would Paint Me Blue

From the author of global sensation AS LONG AS THE LEMON TREES GROW

Zoulfa Katouh

$26.99

Hardback

Forthcoming
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English
Bloomsbury YA
02 June 2026
What if you felt like you'd cried all the colours away? The heart-wrenching new story of friendship, loss and identity from the author of international bestseller As Long As the Lemon Trees Grow.

''Devastating and luminous' Kirkus Reviews (starred review)

'A powerful exploration of injustice, identity, and the radical act of making oneself feel seen' Publishers Weekly (starred review)

'A modern classic about what it means to live, to hope, to despair, and to keep living despite everything.' Ann Liang, author of I Hope This Doesn't Find You

'An incredibly tense, unpredictable read' Booklist (starred review)

Joining an exclusive high school should be a fresh start for Jihad after her mother’s sudden death. But she's the only Muslim student there; her hijab and even her name make her new classmates suspicious.

Only one person treats her with kindness but Jihad can’t help questioning his motives. It’s hard to trust anyone when she meets indifference or hostility all around her. As tension mounts, she finds refuge in an old sketchbook and in the stories her mama used to tell her. She is determined to focus on making it to art school and a brighter future, but as she starts illustrating her mother’s memories, her canvas becomes bigger than she could ever have imagined.

Can Jihad become as resilient as the true meaning of her name, and let the colour back into her life?

'A gorgeous magical story about the power and strength we find in our grief' Huda Fahmy, author of Huda F Are You? 'A powerful, ­unflinching ­exploration of ­Islamophobia, identity, and grief' School Library Journal

An unputdownable story about family, friendship, grief and trust from a masterful writer of the genre.
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Imprint:   Bloomsbury YA
Country of Publication:   United Kingdom
Dimensions:   Height: 202mm,  Width: 132mm,  Spine: 32mm
Weight:   400g
ISBN:   9781526648594
ISBN 10:   1526648598
Pages:   368
Publication Date:  
Recommended Age:   From 12 to 99 years
Audience:   Young adult ,  Preschool (0-5)
Format:   Hardback
Publisher's Status:   Forthcoming

Zoulfa Katouh is the award-winning and internationally bestselling author of the novel As Long as the Lemon Trees Grow. It’s been translated into over twenty-five languages and was a Governor General’s Award finalist and a Carnegie Medal nominee. Zoulfa holds a degree in pharmacy and a master’s in drug sciences. She resides in Switzerland, where she lives as a Studio Ghibli protagonist who is surrounded by an ever-growing stack of books. zoulfakatouh.com Instagram: @thelemonwitch_

Reviews for The Ocean Would Paint Me Blue: From the author of global sensation AS LONG AS THE LEMON TREES GROW

A searing portrait of a Syrian American teen navigating grief, identity, and systemic injustice in contemporary America ... Magical realism, rooted in a maternal ­lineage of gifted women, adds lyrical depth without overwhelming the contemporary narrative. Katouh’s prose captures the weight of ­systemic ­oppression and the fierce resilience it takes to survive. A powerful, ­unflinching ­exploration of ­Islamophobia, identity, and grief. An essential purchase for all collections. * School Library Journal * I loved this story. I saw myself so clearly in Jihad. Her grief, her loss, her joy, her love. It felt so familiar, so close to home. It's so beautifully written. Zoulfa paints with words, and I expect nothing less from. Because when you give Zoulfa Katouh a pen, magic happens. This is a story about loss, but at its core it is a gorgeous, magical, and heart wrenching story about the power and strength we find in our grief. -- Huda Fahmy, author of Huda F Are You? As gorgeous as it is groundbreaking ... This book is devastatingly beautiful * David Arnold, NYT bestselling author of Mosquitoland, on As Long as the Lemon Trees Grow * Wrenching and lyrical * Samira Ahmed, NYT Bestselling author of Internment, on As Long as the Lemon Trees Grow * Heartbreaking and poignant * i Newspaper on As Long as the Lemon Trees Grow *


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