From Christian to Eckankar initiate to Satsangi of the Parent-Line of the Radhasoami Faith based in Soami Bagh, Agra to Zen Buddhist acolyte to humanist and finally to radical agnostic. After a lifetime of chasing religious ideologies, the author got tired of all the spoon-fed pablum that others told him he had to swallow to be a better person and find truth. Now he walks alone, relying on his own interior search for truth.