Sarito Carroll has done the world a great service with her gripping and heart-wrenching memoir of her life as a child in the Rajneesh cult. Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh (aka Osho) has remained a cherished ""guru"" for far too long. With this book, one giant part of the dark side of his beliefs and the environment he created is seeing the light of day. Sarito is bold and brave to share her story with us - and to reveal the unspeakable neglect and abuse of the children who had the misfortune of living in Rajneesh's orbit. And she's a damn good writer! Janja Lalich, PhD CEO, Lalich Center on Cults and Coercion Author of Take Back Your Life: Recovering from Cults and Abusive Relationships