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Dead Inside

They tried to break me. This is the true story of how I survived.

Cyndy Etler

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Sourcebooks, Inc
06 March 2018
"Etler's intense memoir uncovers the lies behind Straight, Inc., a teen rehab facility that gave teens hell

This fast-paced memoir that New York Times bestselling author Ellen Hopkins called ""Compelling. Scary. Totally real"" gives readers a glimpse into the unbelievable reality of a young girl's 16 months in the notorious ""tough love"" program the ACLU called ""a concentration camp for throwaway kids.""

I never was a badass. Or a slut, a junkie, or a stoner, like they told me I was. I was just a kid looking for something good, something that felt like love. I was a wannabe in a Levi's jean jacket. Anybody could see that. Except my mother. And the staff at Straight.

I was thirteen when I ran away from my abusive home. After a month in a shelter for kids--the best month of my childhood--my mother heard about Princess Di and First Lady Nancy Reagan's visit to this place that was working miracles with troubled teens. Straight Inc., it was called.

Straight described itself as a drug rehab, a ""direction for youth."" Strictly false advertising. An accurate description came from the ACLU, which called it ""A concentration camp for throwaway teens."" Inside the windowless warehouse, Straight used bizarre and intimidating methods to ""treat"" us; to turn us into the type of kids our parents wanted.

The Dead Inside takes readers behind Straight's closed doors, illustrating why the program was eventually investigated, sued, and closed down for abusing children."

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Imprint:   Sourcebooks, Inc
Country of Publication:   United States
Edition:   Reprint
Dimensions:   Height: 210mm,  Width: 140mm,  Spine: 38mm
ISBN:   9781492652793
ISBN 10:   1492652792
Pages:   320
Publication Date:  
Recommended Age:   From 14 to 17 years
Audience:   Young adult ,  Preschool (0-5)
Format:   Paperback
Publisher's Status:   Active

A modern-day Cinderella, Cyndy Etler was homeless at fourteen and summa cum laude at thirty. In her current work as a teacher and teen life coach, Etler happily teaches teens that books work better than drugs. She lives with her husband and dogs in North Carolina. Visit her at cyndyetler.com.

Reviews for Dead Inside: They tried to break me. This is the true story of how I survived.

-[An] unnerving and heartrending memoir... readers may be stunned that a place like Straight could exist, let alone that a parent would willingly send a child there.- - -Etler weaves her story with conviction, self-deprecating humor, and hard facts... Readers will come to respect the fighter that Etler is and the advocate she became for other teens in similar situations. - - Booklist -Etler channels her younger self's voice with pitch-perfect verisimilitude as Cyndy goes from wide-eyed disbelief to acquiescence, having finally found a place where she feels like she belongs. An epilogue offers a redemptive conclusion, and an author's note provides chilling context for Straight's history and Cyndy's story. Raw and absorbing, Etler's voice captivates. - - Kirkus [An] unnerving and heartrending memoir... readers may be stunned that a place like Straight could exist, let alone that a parent would willingly send a child there. - Etler weaves her story with conviction, self-deprecating humor, and hard facts... Readers will come to respect the fighter that Etler is and the advocate she became for other teens in similar situations. - Booklist Etler channels her younger self's voice with pitch-perfect verisimilitude as Cyndy goes from wide-eyed disbelief to acquiescence, having finally found a place where she feels like she belongs. An epilogue offers a redemptive conclusion, and an author's note provides chilling context for Straight's history and Cyndy's story. Raw and absorbing, Etler's voice captivates. - Kirkus


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